Tuesday, July 13, 2010

It Occurs To Me...

...that Grouchy Smurf had the right idea.

...that I am not always the nicest person.

...that I am just fine with the above a lot of days.

...that because of the above, the one two above exists.

...that I am losing my voice, and that is why I don't exercise it here much any more.

...that my desire for change is getting so strong that it is somehow interfering with that change.

...that depression is a very powerful force.

...that people generally just don't give a shit until they have to deal with something on some level.

...that we need two or three more good political parties, because the Democrats AND the Republicans need to be the minority part at the same time. Maybe then they will help each other pull their heads out of their asses.

...that during the summer that I am rediscovering the joys of cycling, a legend is likely summing up his career by becoming a sidekick to his sidekick, all because of a crash. Lance, this beer is for you! And here's hoping that Levi can make up those two minutes and small change before Bastille Day!

...that no one really cares what goes on here anymore.

...that the above is likely true because I don't seem to care.

...that the above is NOT true because time, access and guilt keep me away.

...that one can indeed type quite accurately and complete a thought while reading the insides of your eyelids.

...that the guilt is creeping back. Guess I better get back to what I am supposed to be doing.

...that it ain't gonna happen tonight because I keep nodding off and trying to fall the hell out of this chair!

...that there was a bunch of other stuff that I was gonna say but the bed is drowning out my voice with it's call.

...that I still got love for ya, and I am sending it out to you now!

Good night and have an interesting series of tomrorrows...

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey buddy!

I was always a fan of Vanity Smurf.

Ms. Behaving said...

Who don't care what goes on here anymore?!?!

Name names so I can phuck somebody up! LOL

Oh and post more often *please and thanks :)

Jazzy said...

Why is guilt keepin you away homie?

How are the wife and kids doing? Everybody good?

The Second Sixty-Eight said...

Because most days eating is more important than self expression. So if I am here expressing myself, then I am not spending that time making sure I am eating. AKA that time is better spent finding a way to make ends meet.

They are doing okay. All still trying to make me old and gray before my time.

How you?

Tom Gurl said...

Liv is SO violent! LOL!!

Glad to see you around the blog world...not that I'm here much, but it's always good to see you around!

Glad you're doing ok....do come back and visit soon!

The Second Sixty-Eight said...

Yeah, you too. Good luck on the 30-30.

And yes I will try to post more. I can't have one of my favorite NuYawkers just going around randomly phucking folk up.

The Second Sixty-Eight said...

BTW. I ain't promising content in sunshiny mode. But more often, sure...